In his presence

It was always easy to start praying when I wake up in my bed, it went something like: “Lord thank you for life, bless us today…… then I fall asleep… then I awaken saying amen” When I think of how God feels it breaks my heart, because imagine you talking to someone and they fall asleep? Am I of no value that you would fall asleep? Today I got up my bed, went into the lounge and prayed like Jesus did when he went up the mountain before Judas handed him over to the Chief Priest. It was as though it was just me and him right there, that was the time for me to let out all my anxiety and depression because he really cares. Having an encounter with the God of love is a beautiful thing, he reminded me of his love and that changed me, I just approached everything throughout the day with a positive heart. I even found myself praying for people I need to be hating, Gods love is amazing.

The day of confirmation

There are several feelings that I have had throughout this day alone; i was awakened with anxiety, doubt and fear. I tried heading to my phone to chat to someone to distract these feelings, but everyone was asleep. Therefore my last option was to turn off my data and go on my knees. I figured that I am so weak, that I could not even end up on my knees, i ended on my face down. Words could not express the way I felt besides my tears; I was hungry for the presence of God that I felt so scared without it. Going to church made is all better, God just confirmed many things in my life, things like: I know what he tells me to do but why am I not doing it? I need to be obedient.  Obedience is an important thing when we talk about our relationship with God. We claim we love him, but do we love him that much to be obedient to his word.  To solve many issues in my life, I’ll need to take the first step of obedience, I let go of the past and am moving forward in his word as a young Godly woman. This simply develops a spirit of peace, courage and Godly confidence. Amen

Dress confidence

Early morning i have to get to work, in the train i decided to read my book callrd "living an extra ordinary life". I dont always do this but today i got hold of a word that will take me throughout this day. It spoke about the confidence David had when he faced Goliath. Every individual has their own type of goliath, whether it be losing a loved one, finances or even your friends. God says am here i am your helper, look at this battle as it has already been won. David was discouraged by his brothers yet he still trusted God. Even when i feel discouraged to keep chasing after Gods heart as a young woman, ill lean on God cause the battle is won.