The day of confirmation

There are several feelings that I have had throughout this day alone; i was awakened with anxiety, doubt and fear. I tried heading to my phone to chat to someone to distract these feelings, but everyone was asleep. Therefore my last option was to turn off my data and go on my knees. I figured that I am so weak, that I could not even end up on my knees, i ended on my face down. Words could not express the way I felt besides my tears; I was hungry for the presence of God that I felt so scared without it. Going to church made is all better, God just confirmed many things in my life, things like: I know what he tells me to do but why am I not doing it? I need to be obedient.  Obedience is an important thing when we talk about our relationship with God. We claim we love him, but do we love him that much to be obedient to his word.  To solve many issues in my life, I’ll need to take the first step of obedience, I let go of the past and am moving forward in his word as a young Godly woman. This simply develops a spirit of peace, courage and Godly confidence. Amen