In his presence

It was always easy to start praying when I wake up in my bed, it went something like: “Lord thank you for life, bless us today…… then I fall asleep… then I awaken saying amen” When I think of how God feels it breaks my heart, because imagine you talking to someone and they fall asleep? Am I of no value that you would fall asleep? Today I got up my bed, went into the lounge and prayed like Jesus did when he went up the mountain before Judas handed him over to the Chief Priest. It was as though it was just me and him right there, that was the time for me to let out all my anxiety and depression because he really cares. Having an encounter with the God of love is a beautiful thing, he reminded me of his love and that changed me, I just approached everything throughout the day with a positive heart. I even found myself praying for people I need to be hating, Gods love is amazing.